date: october 13 2021
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something has been changing in me lately. maybe the cycle has finally been broken. i really do hope so. its definately been a long time coming. i am thinking more about myself. and after feeling empty and feeling like nothing for so long im picturing everything im dreaming of being. maybe its wishful thinking but i think maybe i am transcending. im not longer rotting im glamour. not empty with nothing surrounding me... but maybe full of love and light and warmth with a ring of light surrounding me at all times. im charmed and authentic. glittering and gistening in the distance. im free... not some motel trash. i spread love. heaven on earth or hotel lounge singer. maybe...